understanding!!

me!! sometimes its so hard to understand myself!! growing up i had always expressed myself in writing…so sometimes when i speak its hard to grasp…i find confidence in writing…its why i do it so much…i write poems and music….i even started writing a screenplay…i love writing…i love putting words together making a whole body!!in my life ive seen alot of stuff…been through some things….writing allows me to get those things off my brain…poems ive been writing for a while now…i enjoy expressing how i feel to the opposite sex!! with music i find a release there…its the overall expression of myself…i do all genres and styles of music…it brings so much joy in my life….me writing that is!! ive written about 75 songs!! and i have even more ideas!!! music bring my world that i live in to life@@ im not really a complex person…im more simple than andy griffith!! i enjoy that show!! but listen please enjoy my blog…sometimes i hop on and writing from my head!!! those are titled real quick!! ENJOY LIFE BY DOING WHAT YOU ENJOY!!!!

real QUICK!!

Music blaring-ears focus!
Running from society-eating at my mind like a locust
But I don’t faint-my due season round the corner
Assorted varietys-we off the sonar
Potent ryhmes-guaranteed to make you feel it
So def but you can hear it!!
Don’t rock a watch cause I’m ahead of time
Tryin to find my niché-Connoisseur of fine rhyme
Pure exquiste-Put you in lyrical coma
Touch ribs like I’m roma-Tony
PRobolic like Arnold-I’m not carnal
My love is funnel-Through the music
Its my tunnel-I don’t wanna shine
I’m a butterfly-I don’t wanna die
But when its due
I wanna make sure that I live my life thorough
Through with chasing skirts-Textin making my fingers hurt
I split the spectrum-lyrical symmetrics

Essence OF HURT

Honestly
I have tried so many times at this
And I seem to always miss
I’m I ever really on anybodys mind
I ask myself??
Doesn’t anybody out there
Hear me
Does anyone care
Cause honestly I have moments of sadness
I wish was a raré
On the real I cry
Wishing someone was there!!
I try to hide it with smiles and glee
Really pretending to be me
Heartbroken, alone, confused!!
My hearts weathered
I cry myself to sleep!!
The pain of lonesomeness
The pain of lost
The pain of abandonment
My heart truly aches
I try to fool myself about how I feel
I wish I never met her
I wish I never smelled her
I wish I never heard her speak
Her voice so beautiful
Her smell so radiant
Heart stop when I met her
She had me at hello
Who I’m I kidding
I was gone from the get go!!!!!
So hard for me to let GO!?

beauty of ESSENCE

Every-time i think of something exquisite
you come to my mind-its your face i visit
i reminisce- the way we held hands
i wish we can slow dance to the moon
never come back-just me and you
it was destiny-fate that we met
every word i told you- i meant every word of it
you were the common – to my common sense
you made things clear for me
my cinderella-beauty and the beast
i love the way you smell-and i love the way you smile
i love the way i feel-and i love who you are
you are a true beauty-i wanna watch you sleep
i wanna watch you eat-i wonder where you are
i wanna wonder far-i wanna raise a youngin
or maybe two- whatever you like-it will do
you are the flyest thing-ive ever seen
you make me smile-you drive me wild
i love your temperament-you make the sun melt
i stare deeply in your eyes- and i realize
you had me at hello
when you talk-its what true beauty sounds like
when you walk-its what true beauty looks like
i remember when i first saw you
i stop and stared- couldn’t take my eyes off you
it was something about you-your eyes your hair
i never felt that feeling i felt that day
i wanted to approach-couldnt-stomach filled with butterflies
i thank GOD-for bringing you into my life
and from that night-i got my act right
never had i understood love at first sight
until now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
you take my breathe away- every-time-you smile””’